? Saturday, August 23, 2008
♥♥♥♥ hey hey hey.. ♥♥♥♥
I've been hogging the computer the whole day and my head is spinning. I'm waiting for gilbert {as usual}... I can't count the times I've waited for him. I've collected enough magazines to fill up a rack just because i needed something to read while I pass time waiting for him. For example, last thursday night at Gateway mall. He needed to meet up with the buyer of his logica speakers in Novaliches, I had to wait for him at gateway starbucks in araneta circle. I passed by a magazine stand at the MRT station while talking to him and realizing I'll be waiting {again}, I decided to buy a back issue of Entrepreneur magazine, since I've been researching on SME's plus Rajo Laurel's Rugs Bags are on the issue. I craved for a caramel cream and sat my ass on a wooden chair. I hate them woodedn chairs in starbucks, especially when I'll be waiting for an hour or more! I can't find meself a couch! gurrrr... I read the magazine from cover to cover but still gilbert isn't even on his way to meet me yet. I did some of my work and even snoozed for minutes. tick tock...... at last gilbert texted; saying his on his way na...
Oh the torture... 8( But then again i'm the one asking a favor so i had no right to rant that time. He arrived 4omins after and coming in he said; "andyan yung ex ni R******" grinning. I said; "talaga? san? sino dun si *******". After the chikka minute we talked for a while and he made fun of the gay couple on the next table talking about gay stuff and the launching of the PSP w/c according to gay guy #1, is touch screen. Of course I made saway but laughed getting his humor.
On the way to the MRT station he pointed to a girl in front of us, he was claiming it was G***. But since I was previously obsessing {yes, inaamin ko na!!!} on this young chic, I knew it wasn't her. But now that I think about it, I guess it WAS her. But oh well, I'm over her. I think I need to explain myself on the obsessing thing.. Lately I've been viewing a girl's online account {I'm not gonna mention if it's friendster or multiply, or both hehe}, but only because I deal with insecurities a different way. Some girls/ ladies/ bitches deal with their insecurities by backstabbing, hating, commenting rudely, criticizing etc those girls who look better than they do. But moi? I admire. No i'm no lesbo, and I know I have my own appeal. But something about this girl reminds me of my young self. I don't look as good as her but I guess it's just the missing-the-good-old-days drama that got me a little hooked up on her. Gilly on the otherhand gets the satisfaction when he teases me that i'm attracted to a girl haha. The girl is actually an ex of his friend's, and was gilly's schoolmate in highschool. So there, I can say that I'm proud of myself for not looking too foolish getting all insecure and whatever. I love my life, no matter how complicated it may get. XD
xoxo
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