This is one of the things i don't need right now... but heck, it's like a have a choice.


I've been okay with my new job at a reputable company-slash-bank regardless how tiring and (at times, demeaning) it can get. What i need to rant about though, is my tan-ta-na-nan!!!! My boss. *I know, i can "hear" eyebrows raising & eyes popping out at this very moment.* Lakas ba ng loob ko? Well, this is just me being risky, no, say it as "riskey" lol It's just that i get annoyed at unnecessary things because they are unnecessary. Like when I started turning in applications, she said out loud- "(name of a colleague), turuan mo si donna mag-turn in! di pa sya marunong!" When i say "out loud" i mean rinig-ng-12 floor-na-puno-pa-ng-tao-dahil-maaga-pa kind of thing!! Napangiti nalang ako, sa ewan. Ewan kasi usually magtataray ako or magco-comment pero this time i had to hold it in. lol Okay, so mababaw pa yun.

Pero another office "don't" kasi ay ang mga gossips!!! "hahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha" plus "badtrip lang kasi parang mga walang magawa sa buhay" ang tanging sumagi sa aking isipan nung finally nakapag-react nako regarding the issue brought up during one of our oh-so-early team huddles! Mantakin mo nga naman. Kabago-bago ko eh na-chismis na ang lola! It's just funny when you think about it, kasi ba naman i always tag along with my colleague/batchmate Algel, and to maliscious minds eh issue na yun. May maririnig nalang akong "oo nga bakit ba madalas kayong magkasama nun?", "alam mo bang naiintriga na kayo?", "honga! nung sales dance pa yun dba?","aah, yun pala yung tinatanong sakin nina BLANK, sino ba yung parating kasama ni Algel?!".... Haaay... Sa aga ng huddle na yon di ako nakapag-react ng normal. I mean kung pano talaga ako usually nag-rereact sa mga ganung eksena. Mataray kasi ako, i find it fun for me when i throw retorts with sarcasm. Pero since ang aga nga at nananaginip pa ko, all i blurted out was "ah, hehe wala lang. sus."

Pagdating sa bahay, napagtanto ko ang scenario na yon at nanghinayang dahil di ko man lang na-redeem sarili ko. But oh well, wala naman din kasi akong dapat ika-react that will satisfy their whims kasi Algel is a mere colleague, na mabait na masarap alaskahin dahil di napipikon. Nung sales dance kasi we went home ng sabay, why??? kasi Gilbert picked me up, sumabay si Algel and we dropped him off at Boni since he lives nearby. I wanted them to meet din kasi, why, again?? Kasi it's chismis-prone nga for a guy and a girl to be together, eh kaso hindi naman nakita nung iba si gilbert nung sinundo niya ako. *darn it* haha Anyway, kaya din kasi kame ang magkasama nun eh kasi team nila at team namen ang nag-combine to compete with other combined teams and since batchmates kame, malamang!!! kame ang magkasama. I don't get it. Kala ko kasi people inside the "corporate world" are more professional and appropriate, but i thought wrong pala.

In a way, i get it. Siguro kasi they're bored with their lame lives, or it's their way of unwinding. hehe I wont do that, I can't relax at other people's expense. Lalo na kung nakakawalang respeto sa ganung paraan. I tend to disrespect other people {not entirely intentional} because it's my lousy way of making a point. Pero to gossip or make stories about people around me? No way! All of this got me thinking- when i used to work for a call center/BPO, wala akong na-encounter na ganito, to think that a big percentage of people there didn't finish college due to numerous reasons, compared to what i'v experienced so far with my current job, nagtaka lang ako. Again, I am reminded that we don't learn everything from school. CSR's get belittled when not all of them are lowlives or jerks, or mayabang just coz they get good pay. As from the people who raised gossips- I expected more from them. Mga galing sa reputtable schools pa naman. Ako nga lang ata galing ceu dun eh. Get the picture?

Haaay... Sabi lang nina Algel at Jom, "hehe wag mo pansinin yun, hayaan mo na. gulat lang sila kasi may kasama kang artista" nyieh.

I've no words for him at all.. i lost everything when i lost my spirit. it has gone with him.. I don't know if i 'll be able to move on like before. it's hard to soldier on when you've ran out of ammo. I need to reload. *sigh*

Sure i'll forgive him, but when's that?

I'm no longer in the blogging mood. I guess I've finally ran out of things to say... though I've been thinking about tons of things.. I can't even remember them when I wake up. Oh well, i'ts time for a recap....

- been real busy with work since we hit the streets to sell, happy with work though.. even sans the perks! (but it's heaven when the perks are there!)

- i love having Italianni's as my client. I get free dalandan juice/ iced tea everytime I pay a visit.. {imagine, dalandan juice/ iced tea costs like Php120 somethings..} I even got tuscan bread from Lj.thanks dude!

- It's not that easy to hit the quota, we screen the applicants before they can even apply. sorry to those who belong to the marginal bucket, you need to have credit cards from other banks w/c are at least a year old. tsk.tsk

- Some friends can't be relied on, they only exist when you exist to help them. sorry, no time for you anymore. matulog ka nalang siguro. For people who work the night shifts, crucial ang sleep. hehe Sleep is you new bestfriend! haha

- sofie's bday is fast- approcahing i need to get a final plan na. My first option is Shakey's El Pueblo, since it's accessible to guests from either north or south. But when i checked the place out, it's too small to accomodate a hundred people. Next on the list is Mcdonald's el pueblo, the place is big, the theme "i love!" {disney fairies}, chracter appearance is free, but.... the food??/ i don't know... I'm having second- no- triple thoughts about it.. I need a place and a caterer! deadline is next week!

- yay for ate's balikbayan box!! At last it came na! hooray.. hehe i got a new showergel from bodyshop, plum=yum! i so love the scent. Sofie got new jelly shoes, clothes and toys, and showergels and lotions too! hehe i love free stuff!

i feel sad for those who forgot me. i feel sorry for those who think they can push me over... Now that you seem to be needing me.... all i can do is feel sorry for you.. mapagmalaki ka kasi eh.. kala mo naman CEO ka..hehe

*real friends don't look down on you..*