kapag isa sa mga kaibigan mo ay nabadtrip dahil sa magulo ang isip, wala sa mood, mabigat ang loob, magagalit ka ba sa kaibigan mong yun? hahaha it's reeeaalllyy stupid kung galit pa ang reaksyon mo dba? everybody {who has an average IQ} knows that it's either you comfort your friend, you back off or you simply say sorry.. but those two? sila pa nagalit. i guess they're not worth my time. similar situations like this happenned before. Pag badtrip sila it's automatic that i apologize or let them cool down on their own, hindi yung ako pa magagalit. geeze! Thank god college is over. there's no reason for me to stick with them anymore. Thanks to jha and franz. gumaan pakiramdam ko and i checked with them kung ako pa ba yung mali or what. it's not like i get pissed everytime we goof around. abusado na talaga. i burned a cd of songs i know they'd like, i brought food and booze. Ano pa ba gusto nila? No thank you's at all. Last money ko gagatasan pako. pano kung hindi natuloy si gilly pagsundo saken, pano ako uuwi sa laguna all the way from marikina. i was so f*cking pissed off!
oh well, i still have the best friends i'm gonna need. di ko kailangan ng mga kupal sa mundo. i think it's bcoz they feel i owe them so much kaya ganun sila. as jha said; "may mga tao talagang ganun, they think they're the boss.."
baby uzuri' s with me na! she's so cute. when i openned the door of the van i caught her looking out the window, i called out to her and she looked a bit befuddled then she smiled!hehe i missed those chubby cheeks. i can't believe how much i missed her, humahagulgol talaga ako. hehe i love my baby to bits!
genpact update:
i received a card from genpact - sosyal. professional ha. It was a thank you card regarding the interview. It also says that they'll be in contact with me during the next two weeks. tagal ng job offer may pa. Pero as franz said, it's worth the wait naman kasi laki ng pay basta may experience. I opted to try out for other companies muna, for the sake of the 2months that i'll be waiting, to fill in lang for the idle dates. problem sa ACS is- midmarch pa mgsstart, and the pay? 14k INCLUSIVE of allowances etc. with or without experience. duh? no thanks. Yes i got in but it's no reason to celebrate kasi nga lugi, intoxicated lang ako pag nagkataon tapos liit ng sweldo. oh well, let's try apac. :)
I watched the play "asawa" yesterdayat CCP with Redh, Ethan and Russ. Russ is the current "lover" of redh and i'm just glad they're doing good. Russ is also the stage director for the play which i love oh so much! The plot is focused on a battered wife who takes a beating from his incapacitated husband on a regular basis. He also violates her womanhood by forcing her to have sex in ways she couldn't even imagine. The play starts with a very sensual and sensitive scene of "Alfred", the violent husband who limps & depends on his crutch which Lorna bought from her own money, touching his privates and moaning in perverse manner. While women from different households (who also suffers the same hard hand) scream for their dignity and pleas for their freedom from such impeccably abusive men. The drama boomed when "Lorna" awoke into dawn, muscle aches and bruises all consuming her, as she pushes herself to start the day with an attempt to escape but then "Alfred" got awaken and she falls back into his trap forcing herself to stay with the man she loves but abhors when he hits her. They began arguing even before sunrise and as the emotions grew stronger the brutal words turned into violence. The play ends with Lorna leaving Alfred for good, as Alfred lies on the floor, his crutch far from his reach, calling out to Lorna.
All in all hands down and hats off to Russ and to all the Dramatic Guild artists!
as if it's not complicated enough, he had to push it...
i've been really understanding and forgiving for the past 2 years but let's face it, i' m only human and i get tired. i get tired of stagnant life. i get tired of human tendencies. i get tired of being stepped on. i get tired of being misunderstood. i get tired of being the bad guy when i' m not.. whew..
yesterday was a really tiring day. we went to redh's new apartment in marikina, then to windmill (wherein the food was really good and the place? the best!) then to trinoma. naiwan nalang kameng dalawa ni an dahil kinailangan na umuwi sa bulacan ni monet at si redh hindi pwede sumama dahil kikitain nia ang kanyang mudra. so nag- coffee nalng kame ni an sa krispy kreme dahil mas mura talaga iyon kaysa sa starbucks. tumambay kame saglit sa labas at tinangkang hanapin ni an ang kanyang ex saglit ngunit kami ay nabigo na siya ay maispatan. kaya nagpasya kame na kitain sandali ang dati niyang mga katrabaho sa east ave halos katapat lang ng gma network kapuso. dahil palalim na ang gabi nagyaya na akong umuwi dahil sa laguna pa ako uuwi. sinusunod ko lang ang utos sakin ni gilbert na sa laguna na umuwi kahit late na at kahit na may naiwan akong importanteng mga gamit sa pasig. 10:05pm lumarga na kame at naunang sumakay ng taxi si an, nakakatakot talaga sa edsa dahil sa mga nakapilang madudupang na mga taxi drivers at madilim pa sa gma kamuning station. salamat sa diyos at nakasakay ako ng bus na ortigas at nakarating ng starmall terminal ng 10:30pm. dahil late na nga, matagal nakapagpuno ng pasahero ang last trip na na van at 11:30pm na nakalarga. maayos na sana ang biyahe at todo dasal pako para sa safe trip nang biglang nagamoy sunog na goma at naiba ang tunog ng sasakyan. flat ang kanang gulong sa likod. stranded kami sa bicutan dis oras ng gabi (bale 12:30am something). hindi nakuha sa pagpapalit ng gulong dahil may ibang sira narin daw, dko lang alam kung ano at di ko na naitanong dahil busy ako kakapilit i-on ang cellphone kong empty na kung tutuusin. nagbabakasakaling may mahingan ng tulong at para maipaalam kay gilbert at aking whereabouts. asa pa akong masasaklolohan niya ako kaya ni hindi ko na tinangkang umasa pa talaga dahil malayo rin naman sya at dahil sa marami pang kadahilanan. walang pumarang bus na alabang kahit na pulis na ang pumapara kaya nagpasya ang mga kinauukulan na sumakay sa van na nakasakay sa tow truck (hindi lang tow as in naka-angkas ung van) at ibaba kame sa loob ng bicutan upang duon makasakay ng alabang na bus. buti nalang at may kasabay akong pasahero na same way din. mula alabang sumakay kame ng pacita na jeep, mula pacita pasalamat kaming may jeep pa- cabuyao. the whole time pinagdududahan pako imbis na mag-alala o damayan ako kahit sa text lang. asa pa talaga ako.
sa wakas nakauwi ako. nabasa ko na lamang ang ibang text ni an at gilbert ng ma-charge ko na ang phones kong walang kwenta pag talagang drained na. si an pala ay sinugod pa sa ospital dahil sa chest pains. stress daw ang dahilan. kahit dati nung gimik days pa nung college ganun na sya. minsan nanginginig ang mga kamay after magyosi at mag-kape. may baong white flower si monet at iyon ang pinapalanghap namen sa kanya. naaawa ako sa kanya dahil andami niya atang komplikasyon. magpapa 2d echo na sya (ulit ata). bawal na daw syang ma-stress sabi ng doktor. ang nakakabadtrip may hindi nakagets ng mga sinabi ni an. yun lang.
