now this is creepy..

another nytmare bothered me. it's as sick as it can get..well, not so much.demons are in my head again and it feels as is there's no way out.and nobody to help me.i know it's jst a dream but dreams are symbols from what goes on in my head in the real world..and so, maybe my alter egos are becoming worst than i expected..

usually, i can control my dreams.manipulate the scenes as i desire.and not feel this bothered if they tend to be beyond i can imagine.but last nyt was really different.sumthng took over me.and it's stronger than what i have..

so it goes,as the demons i see tryd to hurt me.i struggled to run away from them and keep away from them.i was even holding a baby i dnt even knw,he was crying becoz wyl he's in my arms an invisible creature was pulling his hair..my sister was ryt there on the next bed but it's like i dont exist for her to hear my screams and cries..then it was a blur,,,,it was so long and exhausting i managed to have forgot the rest..but before i woke up.i hugged my mom and told her what happened.i asked her to make it go away..i said "nkikita ko cla.bkt ayaw nla maniwala?nttkot na tlg ko.gs2 ko na matpos to.tulungan nio ko labanan.." all my mom ever siad was "hayaan mo na walang dapat labanan..." then the nytmare ended.

i forgot how to wake myself up.i prayed the second i cud move.i know it's just a dream.but it shocked me..coz somewhere inside me the demons still exist.they're still inside.trapped..like me.

now this is creepy..

another nytmare bothered me. it's as sick as it can get..well, not so much.demons are in my head again and it feels as is there's no way out.and nobody to help me.i know it's jst a dream but dreams are symbols from what goes on in my head in the real world..and so, maybe my alter egos are becoming worst than i expected..

usually, i can control my dreams.manipulate the scenes as i desire.and not feel this bothered if they tend to be beyond i can imagine.but last nyt was really different.sumthng took over me.and it's stronger than what i have..

so it goes,as the demons i see tryd to hurt me.i struggled to run away from them and keep away from them.i was even holding a baby i dnt even knw,he was crying becoz wyl he's in my arms an invisible creature was pulling his hair..my sister was ryt there on the next bed but it's like i dont exist for her to hear my screams and cries..then it was a blur,,,,it was so long and exhausting i managed to have forgot the rest..but before i woke up.i hugged my mom and told her what happened.i asked her to make it go away..i said "nkikita ko cla.bkt ayaw nla maniwala?nttkot na tlg ko.gs2 ko na matpos to.tulungan nio ko labanan.." all my mom ever siad was "hayaan mo na walang dapat labanan..." then the nytmare ended.

i forgot how to wake myself up.i prayed the second i cud move.i know it's just a dream.but it shocked me..coz somewhere inside me the demons still exist.they're still inside.trapped..like me.