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I've been hogging the computer the whole day and my head is spinning. I'm waiting for gilbert {as usual}... I can't count the times I've waited for him. I've collected enough magazines to fill up a rack just because i needed something to read while I pass time waiting for him. For example, last thursday night at Gateway mall. He needed to meet up with the buyer of his logica speakers in Novaliches, I had to wait for him at gateway starbucks in araneta circle. I passed by a magazine stand at the MRT station while talking to him and realizing I'll be waiting {again}, I decided to buy a back issue of Entrepreneur magazine, since I've been researching on SME's plus Rajo Laurel's Rugs Bags are on the issue. I craved for a caramel cream and sat my ass on a wooden chair. I hate them woodedn chairs in starbucks, especially when I'll be waiting for an hour or more! I can't find meself a couch! gurrrr... I read the magazine from cover to cover but still gilbert isn't even on his way to meet me yet. I did some of my work and even snoozed for minutes. tick tock...... at last gilbert texted; saying his on his way na...

Oh the torture... 8( But then again i'm the one asking a favor so i had no right to rant that time. He arrived 4omins after and coming in he said; "andyan yung ex ni R******" grinning. I said; "talaga? san? sino dun si *******". After the chikka minute we talked for a while and he made fun of the gay couple on the next table talking about gay stuff and the launching of the PSP w/c according to gay guy #1, is touch screen. Of course I made saway but laughed getting his humor.

On the way to the MRT station he pointed to a girl in front of us, he was claiming it was G***. But since I was previously obsessing {yes, inaamin ko na!!!} on this young chic, I knew it wasn't her. But now that I think about it, I guess it WAS her. But oh well, I'm over her. I think I need to explain myself on the obsessing thing.. Lately I've been viewing a girl's online account {I'm not gonna mention if it's friendster or multiply, or both hehe}, but only because I deal with insecurities a different way. Some girls/ ladies/ bitches deal with their insecurities by backstabbing, hating, commenting rudely, criticizing etc those girls who look better than they do. But moi? I admire. No i'm no lesbo, and I know I have my own appeal. But something about this girl reminds me of my young self. I don't look as good as her but I guess it's just the missing-the-good-old-days drama that got me a little hooked up on her. Gilly on the otherhand gets the satisfaction when he teases me that i'm attracted to a girl haha. The girl is actually an ex of his friend's, and was gilly's schoolmate in highschool. So there, I can say that I'm proud of myself for not looking too foolish getting all insecure and whatever. I love my life, no matter how complicated it may get. XD

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I love work! hehe yes i do -oooh- ooohh! hehe ulet. I love the fact that everything is reimbursible- from transportation to medicines, to consultations to phonebills!!! *sigh*
wala lang. I just realized (again) that I'm blessed to be working in a multinational bank and that I am a bank officer in a flash. no need to play the teller part, no need to wait for the bosses to err- die before you get promoted.... *sigh again* I was idle for many mommy-months and yet HSBC took me in and made me part of their family. hahaha drama crap... My teammates are great, i have lots of fun with them even when we're harassed with work. I love the fact that I bought 2 parker pens hehe! engraved xmpre, nakiki-parker na ko haha One for gilly and one for me.. corporate na corporate! weehoo! Best part of work is actually-- after work, when I come home to my uzuri... ♥ That's the best part. I don't feel tired, she makes mommy's booboo' s in life go away.. :) I love it when she says "dede!" hehe she's so cute with teeny voice and her teeny mouth and her teeny hands (yes, lahat na teeny kahit anlaki ng pata at tummy nia! sabi nga ni gilly- parang butete!!wahaha)

Nag-aya sina jom mag- G4 kanina, pero nacancel din, hehe di na talaga matuloy bonding with the batchmates complete. There's always a next time. Saturday night I'll be out with my ol' girls.. Chacha needs us. hoohoo Mahirap talaga buhay may asawa.. masaya na mahirap... na masaya... na mahirap... na masaya.. hehe Daan lang kame sa bday ni caloi then batsi na sa gurlz night out! yes, kulang kame ng isa.. hmm sino kaya yun? oh well, i don't feel like being with her.. sorry haha i have to admit i'm still a bitch sometimes.. a more mature bitch! hehe we have to learn to choose our battles.. hindi talaga lahat worth my time para patulan. we all have to learn, right? especially when you think you know everything... that's the time when you have to snap out of it and think again.. coz you don't know everything... nakakahiya naman if you claim something that only makes you foolish.. :)

I forgot to say how my jaw dropped for "the dark knight". Bruce Wayne had the greatest sacrifice of all, being misjudged and all, and still being the protagonist. The joker is so manipulative that he got the whole city of Gotham to think twice about saving themselves and becoming criminals.. The movie was smooth and batman's voice- was.. err- a little funny. hehe
It was Heath Ledger's best and last performance and i'm asking for an encore! I wanna watch the movie again. It was a fun night for me and gilly at trinoma, before watching the movie we headed to timezone first and got our picture taken at what-seemed-like a simpler version of neoprint (and funniest bcoz of the english translation hehe it was obviously chinese kinda like a chinglish episode haha "choose the picture which interests you".. etc ) We played time crisis , the usual... and no! we don't do that "i'll win this life-size stuff toy for you na mas malaki pa syo" kind of thing! haha we shoot hoops, be like idiots and have fun. After the dummy-proof arcade thing we pigged out a bit at mrs. field's, we shared a bar of Rocky Mountain Mogul which is the best sin of all and went inside the movie house only to find out that yael (and the whole spongecola gang) is seated beside me. yes, yael is on my right side, getting all squimish when the joker seemed like he's gonna slit someone's face. Gilly was nudging me, making fun of me saying "naks, i'm with the band" hahaha and all i can do is smirk and feel like a groupie, but no i'm not into them. It just feels a bit weird sitting with famous people who used to be unpopular, who used to be watched by gilly when they weren't swimming in the mainstream yet. Even if i'm given the chance to sit beside a band i like, i guess i would just set them aside. That's how good the movie was. That's how awed i was (and still am) with The Dark Knight.