Been a bit busy lately and things have been going on. haha I can't wait to do field work- i mean it's not exactly 26 degrees out there but hey we're in the Philly, life's like this. ;) I' ve been having second thoughts on my Uzuri's bday venue. Shakey's El Pueblo seems too small of a place to cram in a minimum of 80 people! haha i guess if they're all sitting down, space is no problemo..hmm

Having crushes is a highschool thing, i know, but it gives me a natural high (and i know i need one!). It gives me a sense of guilt when i tell my boyfriend about my crushes it's a way to back off from temptation haha. Coz the more i tell my boyfriend about it the more guilt i feel. Anyways, it's a harmless crush so screw it.

Last night pala we got home late coz we faced the worst traffic ever! Baby was in play mode when she woke up so it was sorry-mommy-you-have-to-play-too time for me. i was dead tired. Gilly was stoked driving, i didn't sleep on the way so i could keep him from nodding off.

I' m going to go out of my comfort zone and enter that Petron Art contest. Winning is an understatement, risking to lose is the deal. I just want to experience the heck of it.

and so it goes for all that we are and we are not.. We cannot keep our lives going like it used to. Things happen, we change. Of all all the things i have in my life, you are the hell i love. Drifting back into heaven, is drifting back to you. Just like all the quotes and love songs, all will become cliches, but they'll always be true. I lose myself every once in a while and it's true i become a monster. I'm sorry. I ran out of things to say. I can't even write like i used to. I've been robbed by my senses.

i seldom dream of my dad, but when i do somethin' always happens the next day..


i'm close to being broke since payday is not until the next month {i wont say when!hehe}. i got home 10:30 last night, went down to the basement to see the new bebe boy, blogged, showered, wen to sleep. i slept soundly, i love my room and i missed it as i missed my old self.. then i dreamt of my dad. he was radiating a very light happy aura. he was wearing his tennis outfit and he looked so illuminated. and then- he gave me money! haha i don't know why but he did. i guess it's his way of helping out. i just realized it's quite funny. i wont share this to my family. they'll just go- "uhhhh, okay haha".

when i woke up at 11am i went straight to the comfort room to check myself and do my morning wee-thing, my grandparents, together w/ my tita madre {my dad's older sister who's a nun}, were downstairs talking about my dad. They were visiting the new baby but everything always ends up with chats about my dad and the eerie coincidences that happened or happens . One example was during the holy week, my tito tets was putting up the curtains inside the karo w/c my dad used to do. my uncle couldn't figure out how to put it up then he said to himself ;"kuya ikaw gumagawa nito, pano ba 'to?" then when he looked up there was a sign pala that says "start here".. *sigh*

eto nga pla new hair ko bwahahaha! ayan na.. narcissism is consuming me.. hehe kidding.

c/o bambi of fix salon podium. from enterprise makati to podium hinabol ko ang oras at nagmistulan akong alipin sa metro ng pasimpleng abusong driver ng taxi. hati kame ni algel sa cab fare kaya keri lang. papasok ako ng door ng biglang palabas pala si sam milby. yes, this entry is actually a portal to sam milby's fan site! fat chance! hehe hindi ako mahilig sa mga taartits pero gwapo pala talaga sya. too bad if he really is gay.. anyway, he was holding a couple of shirts (i think) in his hands while waving goodbye to the super kilig na staff ng bench (yes moron, bench, dahil sa podium nasa loob ng bench ang fix salon). i was a bit caught off-guard. bwahaha watdakakk. i said "hi" out loud! oh dba, parang day off lang ni inday. he said "hi" back naman. hayun lang. ang highlight ng entry ay ang picture. hahahaha here's another one; {i'm just happy with the result! thanx bambi nilibre mo pa ako ng cut!}

haha naextra sa pa si telly talong. yan ang outlet na tinakpan ko ng unfinished painting (kuno*) wahaha oh well..

i'm missin' someone.. someone whom i used to call sikita or shakti..

This, ladies and gents, is my new nephew- Stephen Liam! He's 8.5 lbs. The first baby birdie hehe Puro girls kasi ang apo sa tuhod eh. hehe

more pics at multiply.

wenk..

i had so much in my mind i was planning to blog about, but i' m too bugged to even start. first off, i need to say that i hate pa-cool people. hehe especially those who are trying the hardest to send their asses off to cool school. here i am again, hating hahahaha nah, i just need to get this off my chest. i'm really not used to certain kinds of people. i'm just a simple being, a free- spirit to say the least. i love being naturally happy, with real people who don't give a rat's ass about being elite, popular or famous. who am i pertaining to?? hmmm nevermind. hahaha go figure!

anyways, here are some shots from the office.. "some" talaga kasi sobrang konti hehe

found this in my brother's folder. hahaha look closer.. you'll see why these pics are ridiculously funny! haha

Wahaha kahit mini pool pinatulan! The weather is scorching hot kaya kahit mini pool eepal ako- kame pala. hehe I bought it for 2k at megamall last friday, i finally got my moola! haha chip-in naman kame ni ate so magaan sya sa budget. hehe I'm proud to say that i got my cover-up from ukay eons ago.hehe ngayon ko lang nagamit. perfect! haha