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? Friday, March 31, 2006

i hate my layout so i may opt for a renovation or whatever. i need a better layout. something really functional. just visit my Lj. you can skidaddle off this page now. thanks

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? Wednesday, March 22, 2006

"but i can't upload zhe piKchurrz"

im glad im finally toggling with my Lj..harhar. i feel like a dead kid you see..no, scratch that.. im no kid anymore and i admit i can feel it seeping in my brain now..hmm brain dead..uhgen.

jenny boo, im brushing on my verbal inventiveness chuva. hopefully, my procrastination will pay off..

im still bugged by my unexpected tantrums.. i think it will never go away. but it's a challenge..so it's okay.

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? Sunday, March 12, 2006

Meet me in the palce
Where we first met i
I will show you how
I feel inside

You gave me butterflies
When i look into your eyes
I know there's no end
So i wrote you this
Song tonight

Meet me in the place
Where you showed me stars
Now I search the sky
Can't find where they are
All the colors changed
Like my life that day
Now I look above

All I see, all I can say
All I know is that I care
Care about you now
All I have is yours to keep
Hearts on the floor
But what I really want to know is
Do you feel the way I do

Wrote down all my thoughts
Put them down on little cards
Told you how I feel And I tried, but it never came
You give me butterflies
When I look into those eyes
I know there's no end
So I wrote it all down for you ...

"minutes passing" :: by waiting for autumn::

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? Monday, March 06, 2006

tama ba namang tumawag ka ng ala-una at ipaalala na buhay ka pa..na hindi ka na umiwas at sinabi mong balanse nalng sayo ang lahat...??

di kita masisisi kung ninais mo na lamang na magkunwaring wala yun.. walang nangyari..di ba?
bakit kasi pinagtagpo pa tayo ng linyang ito?bakit kasi kailangang super- charged ang baterya ng wireless mo? bakit una siyang nakakatulog..nakakatulugan ako.. samantalang ikaw, isang oras mahigit pindot ng pindot ng numero ko..

it's good t know that there are other possibilities.. but in this case, i hate the fact that there are.. coz it would mean chances..

ang hirap ng lagay ko ngayon, parang tinraydor ako ng lahat.. parang tinraydor ko ang sarili ko. di ba iba ang "kailangan at mahal" sa "kailangang lang" at "mahal lang"? mahirap kapag humantong ka sa ganyang options..pero mas mahirap yung inakala mong may options ka..ni hindi mo nga sigurado kung nasa mga choices ang gusto mo..ang tamang sagot. ano nga ba ang tamang sagot? ano muna ang tamang tanong? may ganun ba? tamang tanong?

nakakalungkot. nakakalasing.

pinuyat mo na naman ako.. nagigising naman ako. pag gising ko kninang umaga para akong may hang-over. nalalasahan ko pa kayo sa labi ko. hanggang ngayong nag-t-type ako masakit ulo ko.

sabi ko neto lang, "mahal kita, di kita ipagpapalit kht knino..even if it would mean my happiness.." (natawa ako)

pati ba naman mga sinabi ko mauudyok pakong kainin?

kagabi tinuruan niya ko ng kanta..
alas-dos, tanda ko pa.. emo ampotah

"meet me in the place where we first met, i will show you how
i feel inside...
"... you gave me butterflies, when i look into your eyes.."

"..do you feel the way i do, about you..?"

sabi ko nga nakakalito... wala kahit sino sa min ang sigurado..lahat nakayuko, wlang masabi. baka makasakit. baka makagulo. sa isang bagay na hindi rin sigurado..

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