i c-a-n'-t blog about "IT". But i reeaaally have to let this out. Let "IT" out..


Last 2006 (i think), my bestfriend' s sister read my fate thru tarot cards. I'm a skeptic, but i am open for endless possibilities as the world is known to offer this kind of thing. She told me that someday I'll be bothered by someone (meaning; okay, however you take it nalang. i wont say the manner). I asked about clues like- "what does he look like?" or "when will this happen?", all she said was that the guy is dark- skinned or more like moreno. Years went by as i unintentionally forgot about the fortune telling thing and now i think it's somehow beginning to mock a satire version of it. I'm just weirded out and confused with his actions lately. He seems interested. I know, i sound like a conceited b*tch but i'm just wondering why all this time, all of a sudden, he acts this way? Am i trying to play safe too much? i have to! haha I don't want to ruin a major deal, a budding friendship or somebody else's... hmm I guess I'll just be hanging w/o answers.. ergh

My current situation is complicated, but as my friends know, i contort when & where i need to. I face challenges as i should, I have fun coz i deserve to.. But above all, i consider myself lucky. i know people (friends) who've been to hell and back or are having trips to hell every now and then, and comes back to redeem themselves after they share their escapades and travails. Heavier loads people... Heavier loads.. They exist beyond our own hells.. Just look on the silver lining of them dark clouds. (or read other cliches that more often than never, works!)