sometimes when you're nearing depression, all you need is a long bath and a coffee face scrub..

it's very therapeutic. i almost forgot how it feels to spoil yourself with generous amounts of lather!hehe during my freshman year i have a dresser full of vanity paraphernalias, complete from head to foot. i had a footscrub, foot spray (peppermint scent), foot lotion, body lotion, hand lotion, deo, body scrub, whitening body scrub, strawberry-scented body scrub, depilatory cream, shaving cream, whitening cream (face), facial wash, facial scrub, acne mask, seaweed mask, (whew!) and so on... the list just goes on and on.. in short, i have the basics plus the extras! hehe it was lunatic. i had to stop because in the long run it got tiring and too routinary (and really expensive!) for me. but all in all it was a real treat.

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cindy texted me but i just read the message after 5 hours. i'm a bit worried coz she was looking for a place to stay for a couple of days. she said she's only going to bring reeve, her eldest son, along. what about Sean? i thought. til now she's not replying...hmm

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i've been fickle lately, and my temper is growing short as ever. i don't understand why. but i will, soon. i have too. it's not like me to misinterpret my emotions, i've always been sure. i'm really racking my brains out now that i can't point my finger on it. i almost have the job i want, i should be happy. normally i am. i just don't get why i'm so angry. i feel bad about it. i am sorry for those who got affected. i'm human. please excuse me. *sigh*

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i need to wash off negative vibes. it's rubbing off on the people i get close to! it's contageous! i wish i can rinse it off with soap and water. if only it were that easy..