bwisit talaga. ang ganda ng gabi ko.. i have a major company exam tomorrow, 8am the earliest and an interview via telecon at 1:30pm, and i'm getting this? i'm so fed up man. here i am being scrutinized from day 1 and i get nothing from him whatsoever! i shouldn't be blamed for everything that goes wrong.. alam namang napaka- immature nung tao pero i doubt na maintindihan side ko.. para na kong inanimate object at basura. saying sorry after the grandiose damage doesn't really heal anything.. nasa kamay lang ng argabyado ang pagbabagong maganda, siya ung nagtutuldok sa masamang nakaraan. ung argabyado lang talaga ang gumagawa ng paraan magpatawad at makalimot sa sakit. especially if no change is gonna take place at all. why bother apologizing when you can't even stand for it? i hate it when he only see the minuscule part of the situation or issue. ako ung nagmumukang tanga! ako na nga masama loob ako pa masama ako pa mali ako pa ang lalabas na nag-iinarte! tangina! tao ako and i don't deserve this.. my life is put on hold and i've learned to accept that. di na nga ako makakilos coz i'm the one adjusting to the majority, nagkukusa na nga ako at hindi nagdadamot tapos ganun pa rin.. nakakabadtrip pa dahil makitid ang utak ng iba at kulang sa comprehension kaya ano, ako pa talaga. shit. tapos wala na ngang comfort magagalit pa sakin, ang kulit, ilang beses ko na ngang sinabi na hindi nagmamatter sakin kung sino tama. what matters is magawa or mangyari ung dapat or whatever's best for everyone. i'm so alone. pagtutulungan pa ko.. tapos ako pa lalabas na mali.. wow, people should look up the meaning of "reasonable".. so, my advice to those who's not shackled by the strings of stupidity, think again before you speak or better yet don't give chances to the undeserving! remember that you are in charge of your happiness, so use that power. don't mind those self- righteous fcuks when they say it's a selfish act, they're just envious that you can take control of your life and they can't. i used to say this to myself, it used to work for me, but then again my spirit died a long time ago. when i gave one chance too many..