? Friday, November 30, 2007
intertwined madness
i look into your eyes and i can't see anything
i'm not the one who's blind
i'm just hoping to find
those wilting fears
coming back in years
of intrusion
confusion
swirling out and about
my tower of doom
in my heart
used to lie gentle tears
raptured face
hand me my beer
two bottles away from being sane
one pinch closer to reality
a long lost altered ego
desire to win this game
all i want is to long for you
but long for you is all i do
so bring in the circus clowns
cross your fingers so i will drown
in pain of tears
and in tears of pain
i will bash no more
i can't care anymore
i'm losing my electric pop
i need to climb back up
with you i have no me
my soul is far off from being happy
i know myself no more
a mirror masks a whore