? Tuesday, September 04, 2007
i'm a bit anxious about my baby's christening. mukhang pupunta ang buong clan namen. so sad, wala na si papa. oh well, we're trying to live with the fact that he's physically gone forever. sabi ko nga, "
death is not something you get over with, you just learn how to live with it.." because, when you say you're "over it" it's just like saying that you're able to forget the deceased & everything the person has done or has been and go on with your life only paying them the respect they deserve when you feel you have the strength to look stare at their tombstones while silently sending them your prayers. but when you say you're living with it, you're enduring the fact that, though they're gone, you're still willing and able to be strong enough to comemorate the dead. hmmm my old man's gone. no gramps to spoil my child. :(
--rapsa news--
i don't know how to react, really. just because i'm a girl doesn't mean i can tolerate the fact that ava cheated on jay..tsk tsk i was expecting future beach trips with her and the gang. so the sariaya quezon trip was our first and last na pla.. i guess i'll be rambling with the boys then. being that far from your boyfriend is hell. not just "painful" but hell. so knowing the fact that you're both building a future and the guy's working his ass off (or even cleaning someone else's ass) is reason enough to be strong and loyal at the very least. of course there's that never-ending pinch of conscience to help you out in your lowest hours. when you're itching to meet other guys to fill in for the cold nights, or thinking of having coffee with the hunk your crushing on. baby, it's up to you. but stick it to your mind that your guy friends (who happens to be your bf's hiskul barkada) are gonna bash you big time and bash you again during a party once your "ex" comes home.
