? Thursday, September 06, 2007
"i swear i'm going psycho here.."
i got my feet all prepped up for a scavenger hunt yesterday. i missed the chaotic world of divisoria. the whole
effing polluted place. grabe wrong move sobra ung pagchichinelas ko.haha i got everything i need na. got my clothes and sofia's too, especially the giveaways. grabe, long walk talaga xa. from cluster bldg i walked 3 blocks pa to get to tabora street where you can scout for souveinirs. i got a good deal. on the spot gnwa nila all 50pcs of it. halos pare-pareho nalang mga designs eh. usually nagamit na ng cousins ko for binyag or wedding hehe. oh well, important thing is i checked it off my check list na.hehe may sense of achievement na kahit papano. harhar it's not that grueling to wait. nakapahinga ako atleast. nabutas pa kilikili part ng damit ko kakataas ng kamay para mapunasan tagatak kong pawis haha!
i wish everything would turn out right. and im wishing (so hard) that people will stay on their places and not interfere too much. coz bottomline this is still our daughter's christening. nobody has the right to buy privilege. it eliminates the newly established respect all the more. respect to every person involved. all we really need is moral support not financial or material. essentials. our intentions are more on standing up or facing the pangs of reality on our own two feet, we're NOT claiming anything foolish. we're just actually trying to digest any form of feedbacks, positive or negative, may it be a scheme to manipulate our lives or attempt for more mature decisions. though we deserve to be backed up by people who see our efforts, we get none whatsoever. it's a fact of life we have to accept. we still have choices though. one is to suffer just right the other is to suffer too much (which is so unnecessary)..
tao kame, not kids anymore (but not self- proclaimed grown ups) and definitely NOT wind-up toys..