i got really frustrated yesterday.. i guess i was going thru regression. i was bottling up emotions since my childhood days and it seemed to have consumed the rest of my growing up years- til last night.. gilbert had been profusely begging me to confront them but i wont budge. i'm never really good at confronting deep-rooted feelings when it comes to my family. i don't know why. maybe because it hurts more than anything else. in the end of every forum i'm always the loser of the game.. when i woke up this morning i felt better. i thought of looking for a good psychologist, i'm thinking i need psychiatric help.. or maybe i just needed a good night sleep.

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ysabella news.

may gig-slash-shoot sina jeff dati (asawa ng kaibigan ko) sa paseo de sta. rosa. kasama daw nila c judy ann santos eh d ako naniwala nuon hehe. di pa nagsstart ang ysabella dat tym so i waited to see if jeff was really shooting scenes with sitti and aiza seguerra. inaabangan ko cla lumabas. hehe

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tomorrow gilbert's gonna be here. i wish matuloy na mga postponed megatrips nmen. i miss being the free spirited girl that i was, (am)...hmmm mahilig talaga ako maglakbay at magmunimuni sa lansangan. lurker nga naman. hehe