i used to think that when it comes to friends, i should listen. Even to their unnecessary comments & unfriendly remarks.

When strangers react & say whatever thay feel like saying ( no matter how clueless they really are), automatically i wont have the slightest care.sheer common sense.They don't know me.

Somehow i feel tortured. The crowd im with right now seem to have issues they never deal with. Coz they're afraid. Tendency is-- they turn to me. Now i know i can help and all, but when they foist their issues on me that's not cool anymore. So i ignore it. Every nanosecond of all their crap.i love them, dont get me wrong. But somehow the finger-pointing is bothering me.enough is enough.

I love many things.i love doing things, thinking of things and talking about things. But i dont have the chance to talk about sense with these people.All they seem to be about in school are mean, bored fucks.i can't blame them though.it just sucks when im being a certain self that i am and the queenbee (not really a girl) claims that im trying to be something im not.totally unforgiveable!

For one thing he doesn't know me.And that one thing says it all!

yes, i know i shouldn't be griping right now.
i just dont see the point of his trashing hobby.
and to think i call him my friend.i dont get him and he doesnt get me.

it's no big when he asks help regarding our school work.im his friend, still.
but he implies that im a know-it-all (w/c im totally not!) and i forget how we became friends.which he does oh so very well! so he lacks respect but he commands for it.so i just don't say the first "hi" anymore.