though i may seem gullible and inconsistent..tell you my dear,,,im not.

my ebet always make me feel comfortable.without even knowing it.it's his gift, i can tell..

we craved for isaw and whatknots..also for dumplings.(the best dumplings i must say). ahem (shark's fin)

we're like best of friends now.oh well, it's fun and complicated. but he makes things easier for me. again, he's not aware.it's a gift, (note to self; stop repeating..)

knowing ebet (gilbert.okay), made lots of differences to everything.
my friends, my schedule,my skul tym, my priorities, my mind, my life..

so, okay.. what's this for?

nothing useful, really.

(sigh) it's just that im overwhelmed.
i do believe in stuff.i mean, love exactly.
cheesy but true.
mushy but real.

crappy as it may sound.but it's the first time of letting go.of fear and cynicism in me..
it's real. i can say it now. it's real..

but eniweiz, im droggy already. no drugs involved.just mere yeast shit.