as the darkness pulls me towards it
i tried to pull away
certain that i am suddenly runnin out of things to say
debunking all notions
then standin up for them
faking every symmetry that beautifies the femme

but long ago ive dated the gods of jilted joys
all nostalgic reasons led me breathless with no choice
engendered me to change
now im confused so i regress
still afraid to expose myself
be patient feel suppressed.

they all await for my demise,
soon ill simply fade away
running far from judgment
how's it different from this day?

will i ever get away?
will they ever leave?
how can i escape from chaos
when it's me ive come to deceive?