? Sunday, December 12, 2004
as i danced through the night i wonder
would the lights of the nightsky stay?
would they shine to shield my crumpled body
tainted by the blue purple bay
thru the night the air swayed
and the breeze seemed drunk still
would the pitch black heart of earth lie
thru the fiery road of pain?
as the words of your facade reach me
my ears they bleed to hell
though bodies collide to greatness
a lonely heart gently sleeps
could a vessel struck your wall?
could i reach your system at all?
i lie here in the middle of nowhere
i cant pretend im that strong
the shadows, i admit,they scared me.
freaked the life outta me
could this all be just a nightmare?
could you hold me and not stare?
dont love me for a moment
a second of absurd sense
dont love me for a night
a lifetime of regrets...